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Monday, May 07, 2007

Mon, 07 May 2007 15:24:45 GMT

TE AMO

Te quiero mucho madre mia
Aunque te aga renegar dia tras dia
Aunque te traigo problemas con las trabesuras mias
Y aunque podemos ser demonios, nos quires
Y cuidas por que somos tus crias
A mi me gust aria darte el mundo
Abajarte todas la estrellas
Contal de verte feliz
Darte todo lo que quieras
Es mas
Una forma de demostrarte
Estas huellas
Que as dejado en mi alma y corazon
Con gran razon
Pos cuando mas te nesesitaba
Nunca me desamparaste
Ami lado te paraste
Estaba bajo
Melebantaste, con tus chistes

Te amo tanto
Este es un regalo muy pequeno comparado al que tu me diste
La vida
Hoy te deseo un gran dia..

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 00:54:11 GMT

False expectations

I thought it was going to be lovely

I thought it was going to be all right

Your image kept on passing right by me

I thought you where going to be all mine

All mine...

It could be cuzz of the dam insecurity

Indecisions and obscurity

Well you could spot me, up in that same as street

Going from one side to the other real quik

My mind going crazy, that was me, running while the night was looking bleak

I couldn’t even move my lips

Planed to gather up the troops, and hit up the streets

Consulted on my self, asked if that was what I really need

Hit up the street

Make a fool bleed

Run right up, and stik him on his lip

Make it all spill make it all run

Busters going to see how it gets when the truest get crunk

Then I thought

Nah cuzz, it’s not necessary

Cuzz if she wanted, shed be standing right beside of thee

A person will go, where they want to be

There’s no forcing that

No denying that

Like the night is blak

Like Cobe hates on Shak

Let the river run

From the set up to get drunk

From the presents to a blunt

Now a cuzz looking like a punk

Now `A Dooze you got to chunk

Evidence does stak up

And slowly you must to bak up

We cannot go threw that kind of misery

No matter whom you might be

Homely that you have to see

Get it out your head

Always look a head

Misery for the weak, the ones that seek death

So ahead is the way to go

Don’t let that misery make you slow

Cuzz with the devil you must go toe to toe

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 08:39:04 GMT

I sit and I stare

At a picture wishing I was there

Contemplating the moment

Reminiscing on the past

Remembering how it was

Realizing time passes way too fast

Old friends never forgotten

But I know that they do change

Most beautiful at a moment

Now they are a bit too strange

From incredible and lovely

To gruesome and grotesque

Some are searching for riches

Some are stuk in just one place

I am of the second type

Contemplating the day I see your face

Or maybe of the first

Yet to this picture I cannot help but gaze

A counterfeit - a forgery

Wishing I could be right beside

I stretch my hand and touch the trims

Wishing I could jump in side

From your aura and aroma

To the sparkle in your eyes

I can picture everything

When open are my eyes

When they are close

There you are with me

Forgot the name of V

Replaced it with loyalty and fidelity

So farfetched

That I must admit

To stare at this image and this thought

Here longer I will sit

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 03:56:24 GMT

Geting Rid of Da Past

Getting rid of the past

Memories that when you try to take off lags

Dont let you go

So I got to cut the ties and say no

No to the thought

No to the memories

Though they will for ever last

They will not determine where I go

Or where I stay

Get it together cuzz tomorrow is another day

The sun will shine

Now clear your mind

Get on your grind

Cuzz youre just wasting time

Ride, Ride to the top

Put one foot forward

The other will follow

Cuzz some stuff was so` hollow

Now we got to keep on moving

With ones face up

Chest out

Just keep criping and grooving

Our minds we are polluting

With the bull shit we are spewing

And unnecessary baggage we are pulling

So I must say good bye and good riddance

The memories shall for ever remain

But I will not look upon them the same...

Ever again

Sunday, April 30, 2006

Sun, 30 Apr 2006 04:56:09 GMT

A Feeling

I got this feeling

That I just cant express

And I think and think of how to let it out

My own attitude keeps me suppressed

Repressed and misunderstood

Sitting in da cold

While my lips are turning blue

I look around

The sun is what I seek

! Behind a cloud !!!

I see it hides from me

But how could this be??

Howd I let it be???

Then I start to question the whole integrity

Of reality

So I commence to loose my sobriety!!!

Look for me!!!

Seeking bliss

From the abyss

Grab the clips

Hit the streets

And it takes me to da same spot

Yet this feeling I just cant drop

And I wish to go bak to the top

Never stop

My ascension

Not needing your comprehension

Just be me

Let it be

And Ride

Ride to be free

Striving to brake the chains

And shackles that keep me restrained

Your individuality gots to be retained

In this world of corruption and conformity

Where people just dont want to let you live

So I strive and strive to brake on free

But this feeling is steal eating me

From in side

I cant express it

And I cant suppress it

No I cant repress it

No I cant miss place it

Now I have to face it

But it seems like I cant.

Is it the way of the world??..

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 03:30:37 GMT

Da Vine

Steping threw the shadows, and the alleys in the streets

spoting all the gallows, running shallow real quik

Remembering conversations of the past, that has now gone

Life is but a river, running shallow when, it once was strong

Acurances have for shone there is no going bak

Strutting threw the pond, getting slowed or stuk

In the marshes and ditches, just my luk

Spoting and fuking all the bitches, thats called lust

looking for a vine

to be my devine

Salvation, and help me out this trench

wasted alot of time

fallen off the grind

Contemplations, now seing in

Contemplatin my rejoice

to be able to hear your voice

Now confronted with a choise, to go left or right

to turn the other corner, never spot you, or hold you tight

sinking is my mind,now going deeper

seeking for that vine, the incline is geting steeper

the ray of light is fading

mind feeling bleeker

drying is the beaker

deprid of its quemicals that cause the joy

like a lill kid deprived of his favorate toy

Friday, February 24, 2006

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 03:45:51 GMT

Estoy perdido

Y no se ni que haser

Pensando en pendejadas en la noche

Asta el amaneser

Con todo mi querer y poder

Quiero escapar

No lamentar

Lo que a empezado y como es que ba a acabar

La noche se me hace larga

El dia aun mas

Tengo pesadillas

En mill diferentes formas

Me pongo al tiro

A cada solo ruido

Me tiro, y no siento mas la paz

La calle esta llamando

Aqui ando andando

Siguendo el pazo y contando el tanto

Gritando con mi canto

Me enojo y te digo a donde te mando

Pero ya me canso

Ya me arte

Viviendo con esta pezadilla

Comiendo te mas cada ves

Te pone la cavesa alreves

Lla entramos a otra etapa

El sol ya se tapa

No te puedes quedar en tu casa

Juntando con la raza

Pero el dolor ya te mata

En la noche como rata

Escondindote de la luz

Buscando a la cruz

Las cortadas sacan pus

Mas sangre

Matanza te da ambre

Pero no puedes comer

Al realisar y pensar en lo que bas a hacer

El crimen que iras a cometer

Al aser tu dever

El dever de la calle

Es muy oscuro, muy frio

Te pone en un lio

Como acabara?

La vida terminara

La luz se apagara

Oh prendera

Pero si que todo esto no se borrara

Lo que miro y pienso

Lo que estoy sintiendo

Lo que yo estoy viendo

Y viviendo

Que asta me hace perder el sueno

No quiero que esto siga

La raza ba arriva

El muro se deriva

Y el anjel ya suspira

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Saturday, January 21, 2006

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 23:05:52 GMT

Y que Trais?

Para los que quieren fuego

Los que quiran ablar les mando el dedo

Para los que quiran fuego

Yo les digo orita no les tengo miedo

Sentido

Adolorido

Voy en la pinche calle asiendo chingos de ruido

Sentido

Inalfabeta

Teme pones my jaima te rompe la jeta

Te destrosa

Eres golosa

Pero mi nena es la mas ermoza

Que cosa

Quieres traer

Tu no eres nada compared a mi mujer

Te chingaste

Desde que entraste

A este juego, te aniquilaste

A hora dime que bas a acer

Cuando yo te chingo y te chingo asta el amaneser

No paro de joder

Por que tu lo empesaste

Aora en el piso,

Como te tronpesaste

Te chingaste

Yo ariba

En la cima

Me disen cuidado con la que sete arima

Esperencia es muy deciada

Lo que te tiene muy cuidada

De lo que digas sigiente no sea una babosada

Bien fregada

Y bien regada

Aora te digo asi

Fijate en mi

Todo lo que sufri telo contare ati

Te cres muy mexicana

No lo eres

Eres pero una pinche rana

Que no sabe ni bincar

No sabe ni nadar

No lo dudo que planchar

Pero no la ropa

Ahora sirbete otra copa

Y sientate

Entiende me

Y fijate

En la situasion del govierno

Porque aqua tu estas viviendo

No es denosotros esta tierra

Nos quieren sacar apunto de Guerra

Como una fiera tienes que pearle

No te pongas con migo antes de persinarte

Te chingaste

Como te dije

Pero otrabes con el mensaje

Y mas bale que se fije

Maminando en estas calles sindo mexicano

Sientes mas el dolor

Nadien te da la mano

Te quitan el dinero

Te quitan el trabajo

La sosiedad no te quiere ber arriba

So la mente a bajo

El despresio

Poreso yo le doy mas resio

Y nesesito, que tu entiendas

Que no estan feliz asta que te quiten las bibiendas

Y te dejen sin prendas

En el frio

Con el dolor

Poreso entre nosotros nos tenemos que dar el amor

Pero si quires chingar

Te puedo chingar

Ya tedije

Que lo unico que nesesitas aser

Ranita es brincar

Y yo si que te voy a aplastar

Monday, January 16, 2006

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 16:36:04 GMT

Just a Line

Rek, rek

Throw it up

Act like a mug fuking thug

Chugalug and beat on a mug

And you see

It’s the way to be

Cuzz there is no slowing down in the street

For a straight up C

Now we ride

We stay true

And I tell you baby, mami cuzz I really love you

Where you at?

Where you gone

Don’t be hiding turning corners

Cuzz you know ill be coming home

Its been a while

Much to long

And I miss you

Got to tell you baby that for you, I always long

I got girls

They do ride

But not the same way as you

As you did every single night

And we play

No parlay

But with you it seemed like

It was always a tight partay

No matter what we do,

What we take

And adventure we partake

It was always you and I

Always standing by my side

Saying you where down to ride

I never seen any one else with that kind of determination

with a strong front,

When others would brake down and start to cry

Hiding in the shadow

Of the alleys and hallways

Witnessing with out interaction of every single pace

Oh I know, and I can see

But that is not what has to be

Front stage up and atom

The only couple like eave and Adam

Memories I go them

Staked up like a totem pole

Many pictures of the times that we did roll

It’s the show and your at the front stage

And after the who on the newspapers front page

In my minds journal

For this love is eternal

Throw many vexing and agitation

You where always there, for every occasion

You had a solution for every situation

And now that your missing its braking me

The day don’t shine the same way as it did

When you where with me

As it did when you where with me

Don’t got to hide

My mind is spread around

Don’t got to hid

The moral is low and down

Don’t got to hide

Cuzz all that there is, is a frown

Don’t got to hide

Cuzz the color of my skin is still brown

Hahaha… you know what it is

Laughter soothe the soul

Let it soar

Don’t feel cold

Come and shelter it

And warm up by my side

Ill be waiting up

Just drop me a line

And we could let it shine

Cuzz you gots to be mine

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 03:26:03 GMT

Don't Sweat

I say it dint affect me

But it did

Still thinking of what you wrote me today

Why you got to go away kid?

We where semly cool

Passed a year

Now you want to act a fool

Don’t you know I hold you dear

All cuzz… I’m talking to Sabrina

Now you wana act like I want to get up in her

But no

She is a home girl that don’t know how to roll

She act like a clown and a like… you know

But with you, I could keep the pace

Talk about real stuff and recall the days

Told me how it was when you dropped the drapes

Thinking of them times just rewind the tapes

Spotting the consequences that your action makes

Witness all the twists and turns that life takes

If she tells you that she and I are close then the truth she fakes

Was not years, was barely months

She acts crazed, her lips she bumps

So don’t believe, just believe in me

don’t you miss on the grandiose possibilities

I am real listen as my heart does beat

And I care, this I do repeat

Just know that of your boy I’m green

Now tell me

Is this really what you want

Cuzz jenny

You already know how I run

And the blue I stun

You dig it too

So I don’t want to loose a tight as home Girl like you

Open to speak your mind

Speaking with you is a grandiose time

Let it free, let it rip let your mind shine

But while I’m around

I know its not what you want or need

It just something that came out quick

At the spur of the moment

Lets not make it something that we might lament

Cuzz every time I spot you I want to shake your hand

And give a hug

Cuzz you my tight as home girl and I’m a thug